Having been in that situation where I was trying to get with someone it didnt work out but I did want it to and props to you. Oddly, despite not wanting to lose my virginity to someone who might not speak to me when I saw him in the pub the next week, I didn't want a boyfriend. If I'd been looking for my first lover at a more conventional age, maybe I wouldn't have needed the internet, but it provided a quick, easy and free way of advertising for a man. These fears were further complicated in my late teens by a five-year spell of illness — glandular fever leading to ME — which also played its part in putting me off sex. Mar 1, 2.
As my virginity persisted, I had the unusual experience of being able to develop and grow without the influence of a male partner.
'I didn't lose my virginity until I was 32'
I sometimes wonder whether I would stay a virgin if I was a teenager today. SupaSmashBrothaMar 1, The night I was cyberstalked on Foursquare. I put a tremendous amount of pressure on myself with each passing year, setting ridiculous deadlines I had no control over. I realized my friends had been right. While some women my age have lost interest, I still find it just as exciting as the very first time. There were a variety of reasons for this: